Coke and kush all in one day??? lol damn right I enjoyed today and tomorrow is my birthday :D

Why do you keep popping up in my head I thought I was over you, all the things you made me do that I told myself I wouldn’t do, you made me feel like shit.

So I did coke for the first time today during 2nd period. I had study hall so we were in the cafeteria in the round table (6 of us) while the teacher was on his computer goofing off with his new S4. We were talking about parties and drugs, I swear all that talk made me desperate for anything I can get my hands on and my friend said he had some coke on him so I bought it and made two lines on top of his ipad and snorted lol I swear I have never felt so good in my life, I was jittery at first but then bam it hit me…best sensation ever. Next week we have  4 b days so hell yeah i’m going to stock up on coke xD

I don’t know if I’ll go to prom, I want to yet at the same time I don’t, plus even if I did want to go I wouldn’t be able to find a date :c

4:20 break at work x)

searching every possible website for the best laptop…it’s so complicated i’ve been at it for 3 hours now .-.

“When someone you love dies, and you’re not expecting it, you don’t lose her all at once; you lose her in pieces over a long time—the way the mail stops coming, and her scent fades from the pillows and even from the clothes in her closet and drawers. Gradually, you accumulate the parts of her that are gone. Just when the day comes—when there’s a particular missing part that overwhelms you with the feeling that she’s gone, forever —there comes another day, and another specifically missing part.”